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| Hi, sunny day. Really feel pleased these days, but tired. Pains as well as Happiness. It seems that everything goes well every day. Maybe it's a long way for me to go. However, life is life. Hope to go ahead without hestation. Friends told me that I'm on the run. It's true. Since I'm accustomed to being busy all day, it's likely to be empty when I have a rest. As a man, in China, cause is the only reason for one to feel worthy. God bless every deligent person. | | |
| really hard time these days. because at the end of this month i'll enter into the final tests which are essential to my graduation of my university. be supposed to work hard at the boring materials. i wonder if they are really related to my future anyway. i'd not like to gamble on them but i have to.
sometimes i'll look forward to my possible prospect 'cause i need success in a sense to fulfill myself. perhaps as long as a man doesn't have his own cause, everything in the world means nothing to himself.
i dont want to prey too much or demand a lot from the God. the only thing for me to do is to work hard. and in a way, i'll make my life changed hopefully.
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| it's rainy outside. like the weather, not feel well. perhaps the pressure stems from the test at the end of this month, who knows? only can i do is reading. maybe it's quite important to me. | | |
| bad weather, aha. it looks grey outside. i don't enjoy it because it make me so uncomfortable. a bit tired. like to lie on the bed reading something else. maybe lonely and empty. so sit at the computer writing. maybe nothing to say by reason of the original of talking. open the album, old and out-of-dated photos appear. hide? sounds a good idea. need to plan and then run away. music? full of love songs. all in my eyes look rather illusive. all in all, exhausted. :( | | |
| it is the week full of excitement and surprise as well as pains. at one time thoughts occur to my mind are that one will get in the fruits if he has enough courage to express himself clearly. but it's not the case. what u would not like to occur will appear in front of u. nothing can prevent the current going smoothly. sometimes i'd like to find lovers and soon believe in falling love with my own girl. but she changed her mind just as the heavy shower is coming all of the sudden. everything in your mind will fall into a blank without any preparation. maybe i'm hot-headed or something else. but still i believe i'm ready for all. on the contrary, what she showed to me is different from the promise she have made to me before. isn't girl changeable weather, i wonder? actually, we've known each other for a long time. i had thought she should be my confidant and true lover. perhaps as long as great happiness and pain is being exprienced, nothing will be exciting in life. everything is simple but someone likes to make it more difficult. why not have a simple and easy life instead of loading down with trivial details. life alway has joke on those who are full of troubles. i can't help asking if we should make a living and afford the burden like this. life is pain. pain. pain. nothing happy and funny. tired, tired, tired. i want to shout at the sea, at the sky, at the god, what will u want me to do, please tell me. i have no idea what and how to do. perhaps it shouldn't have taken place because it's a totally fault. no direction, ok, be a good teacher, perhaps it's my solo choice. i want to think about nothing but my career. go ahead, be a true worthy man. why not? | | |
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